Thursday, July 30, 2009
Internet connection at home have broke down! So I'm here blogging in school right now. So anything just text me yea!
Will be going for Tung Lok Interview as sales assistance later on. Wish me luck :D
Might be going to Compass for mugging session/do individual project research alone on Saturday. Anyone wanna join? Text me! (:
,MELODY @ 12:48 PM
Will be going for Tung Lok Interview as sales assistance later on. Wish me luck :D
Might be going to Compass for mugging session/do individual project research alone on Saturday. Anyone wanna join? Text me! (:
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Mummy came back :D
Believe it or not, I've got a test coming up tomorrow, or rather later at 9am and I've not study for it!
And look at the time now, 1.52am!
Think I'll just read through and sleep,
my brain ain't functioning already!
Alan: Totally agree! &the world won't stop/pause revolving around the sun just because someone's sad! :D
Racer: LOL! But the thing is its not funny at all -.-
,MELODY @ 1:51 AM
Believe it or not, I've got a test coming up tomorrow, or rather later at 9am and I've not study for it!
And look at the time now, 1.52am!
Think I'll just read through and sleep,
my brain ain't functioning already!
Alan: Totally agree! &the world won't stop/pause revolving around the sun just because someone's sad! :D
Racer: LOL! But the thing is its not funny at all -.-
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Was supposed to have project meeting at airport yet we're now at Joe's place -.-
Finally completed my part on macr, leaving with one individual article :D
&I've not done my FBFun wine, AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
And seriously, Joe suck. Needed help yet still want to criticise my lappie. WTH! He's damn idiotic -.-
Someone please help me to slap him!
And I seriously think its time for me to go on dietttttttttttt~
Kelvin: LOL. I'll stand tall okayyy. I don't miss you, and I never will.
Raenes: YAAAAA ): so sad.
XW: Sure I will. Love you too :D
Racer: WTH!
Alan: Yup, agreeeeeeeeee!
SiPei: WTH! You're evillllllll~
ChoonSze: Yup, but its my attitude that stand tall :D
,MELODY @ 3:51 PM
Finally completed my part on macr, leaving with one individual article :D
&I've not done my FBFun wine, AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
And seriously, Joe suck. Needed help yet still want to criticise my lappie. WTH! He's damn idiotic -.-
Someone please help me to slap him!
And I seriously think its time for me to go on dietttttttttttt~
Kelvin: LOL. I'll stand tall okayyy. I don't miss you, and I never will.
Raenes: YAAAAA ): so sad.
XW: Sure I will. Love you too :D
Racer: WTH!
Alan: Yup, agreeeeeeeeee!
SiPei: WTH! You're evillllllll~
ChoonSze: Yup, but its my attitude that stand tall :D
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thank you.
I've learnt a lesson; a lesson that was learnt 3 years back, and now once again.
I regretted relying on you so much.
I regretted not being independent like how I used to be.
I regretted letting you know how much you meant to me.
and I regretted letting you know how I can't do without you.
I think I shall make it a point to remember certain things.
When some things are meant to be kept, keep it. Never rely on someone. And most importantly, I must learn to be independent, once again.
I will stay strong, with my superwoman spirits.
Not being emotional here, but I just feel like saying certain things, after my mind is clear.
Thanks to those who have always been there, especially my groupmates - ChoonSze, Clement, Joe and SiPei. Thanks for tolerating the times when I'm emotional and give me space to breath, cheering me up and all. And I was really sorry for dragging the timeline the other time. Not forgetting Alan, WeeTing, Andre, XinYi, Bryan, Kelvin, Clay, YuSiang, Mark, AmandaOng, Vivian, Kaleryn, Vinni, NicholasOng, NicholasLee, NicholasNg, Jane, Wendy, Evelyn, and many more!
I am alone, but I'll stand tall.
I can't post the pictures taken recently, but its all on facebook :D
Mark: Thank you. I will :D
XW: Thank you. I will, no worries :D
Jasper: I will, thanks :D
Kelvin: LOL and how you know I'll update my blog? And when did I ever say I miss you? Don't put words in my mouth.
,MELODY @ 10:15 PM
I've learnt a lesson; a lesson that was learnt 3 years back, and now once again.
I regretted relying on you so much.
I regretted not being independent like how I used to be.
I regretted letting you know how much you meant to me.
and I regretted letting you know how I can't do without you.
I think I shall make it a point to remember certain things.
When some things are meant to be kept, keep it. Never rely on someone. And most importantly, I must learn to be independent, once again.
I will stay strong, with my superwoman spirits.
Not being emotional here, but I just feel like saying certain things, after my mind is clear.
Thanks to those who have always been there, especially my groupmates - ChoonSze, Clement, Joe and SiPei. Thanks for tolerating the times when I'm emotional and give me space to breath, cheering me up and all. And I was really sorry for dragging the timeline the other time. Not forgetting Alan, WeeTing, Andre, XinYi, Bryan, Kelvin, Clay, YuSiang, Mark, AmandaOng, Vivian, Kaleryn, Vinni, NicholasOng, NicholasLee, NicholasNg, Jane, Wendy, Evelyn, and many more!
I am alone, but I'll stand tall.
I can't post the pictures taken recently, but its all on facebook :D
Mark: Thank you. I will :D
XW: Thank you. I will, no worries :D
Jasper: I will, thanks :D
Kelvin: LOL and how you know I'll update my blog? And when did I ever say I miss you? Don't put words in my mouth.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
5more minutes to 22nd July,
I'm in confusion, right now.
A month ago, I was smiling to myself and waiting for 22nd to reach. Yet, here I am staring at the time; hoping the time will never strike 12.
I wished none of these have happened. I wishes its all a dream.
Yes, I know I'm lying to myself and its stupid; but that is my true feelings.
And by the time I'm typing this sentence, the time is 11.57pm, 3 more minutes.
Out of sudden, I feel like breaking down, again.
11.58am; 2 more minutes.
Racer: Nope, you don't understand. There's no fault in such things.
Nic: Meaning? You sound so complicated suddenly.
WeeTing: Yea, &you've found mine.
Mark: Try.
Doris: I think IE can't read, got to highlight. Will change once i've got time.
Kelvin: Yaaaaaa.
,MELODY @ 11:54 PM
I'm in confusion, right now.
A month ago, I was smiling to myself and waiting for 22nd to reach. Yet, here I am staring at the time; hoping the time will never strike 12.
I wished none of these have happened. I wishes its all a dream.
Yes, I know I'm lying to myself and its stupid; but that is my true feelings.
And by the time I'm typing this sentence, the time is 11.57pm, 3 more minutes.
Out of sudden, I feel like breaking down, again.
11.58am; 2 more minutes.
Racer: Nope, you don't understand. There's no fault in such things.
Nic: Meaning? You sound so complicated suddenly.
WeeTing: Yea, &you've found mine.
Mark: Try.
Doris: I think IE can't read, got to highlight. Will change once i've got time.
Kelvin: Yaaaaaa.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Finally Comm Sk & POM projects are down, leaving Macr, RHT and FBFun. But that doesn't make me happy ): Because, RHT is due on Monday. While I have IntHT presentation on Thursday and POM's on Friday. Tell me about being relax.
Visited grandma at SGH. Yea, she's in hospital again ): This time round, I seriously don't know what has happened. But anyway, she should be coming back tomorrow.
And once again, I fell asleep while using laptop, again! The first time was Thursday night, but woke up at 2 and switch off laptop. And went back to sleep. However, last night I didn't even wake up to switch off. And I only woke up at 7am, when I realise my back was in pain.
Projects are killer. I admit. I'm seriously too worn out, but I ain't giving myself time to rest. Or else, I'll not be able to catch up, again.
Slept till 12 today; realising sis was waiting for me for breakfast, when it was already lunchtime! I'm sorry my dear. Lunched and did housework.
So that meant, I didn't do a single work at all. Thats bad. Guess I'm gonna stay up late again, just like usual.
Promised myself that superwoman got to be back, but I find it so hard right now. Yes, I kept myself busy to stop my mind from wandering. From Comm Sk to POM project, and now its RHT, and both IntHT and POM presentation. Yet when I was looking through pictures and reading those messages, I can't take it anymore. After keeping it inside me for a week, I finally cried out.
告诉自己不要再哭了，告诉自己是时候放手了，
但到最后，我还是做不到...
I feel like a failure which can't do what I promised myself.
Probably I'm just not good enough.
ChoonSze: Same!
Alan: I like the second one! You summarise my words and feelings in one sentence.
Racer: Yea, I will; hopefully.
Amanda: I've left already, been too busy with school. Thanks, and hope to see you soon!
Vinni: Thanks dear. You're still the one who gave me the energy to spur forward.
,MELODY @ 9:43 PM
Visited grandma at SGH. Yea, she's in hospital again ): This time round, I seriously don't know what has happened. But anyway, she should be coming back tomorrow.
And once again, I fell asleep while using laptop, again! The first time was Thursday night, but woke up at 2 and switch off laptop. And went back to sleep. However, last night I didn't even wake up to switch off. And I only woke up at 7am, when I realise my back was in pain.
Projects are killer. I admit. I'm seriously too worn out, but I ain't giving myself time to rest. Or else, I'll not be able to catch up, again.
Slept till 12 today; realising sis was waiting for me for breakfast, when it was already lunchtime! I'm sorry my dear. Lunched and did housework.
So that meant, I didn't do a single work at all. Thats bad. Guess I'm gonna stay up late again, just like usual.
Promised myself that superwoman got to be back, but I find it so hard right now. Yes, I kept myself busy to stop my mind from wandering. From Comm Sk to POM project, and now its RHT, and both IntHT and POM presentation. Yet when I was looking through pictures and reading those messages, I can't take it anymore. After keeping it inside me for a week, I finally cried out.
告诉自己不要再哭了，告诉自己是时候放手了，
但到最后，我还是做不到...
I feel like a failure which can't do what I promised myself.
Probably I'm just not good enough.
ChoonSze: Same!
Alan: I like the second one! You summarise my words and feelings in one sentence.
Racer: Yea, I will; hopefully.
Amanda: I've left already, been too busy with school. Thanks, and hope to see you soon!
Vinni: Thanks dear. You're still the one who gave me the energy to spur forward.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
When its time to let go, I guess I've got no other choice.
Am I making the right decision?
Prolly not for myself, but if it means you'll be happy,
I'll make that decision.
But a promise to myself - I'll wait till you return,
Many of my friends named me the Superwoman.
So the Superwoman here will be alright, soon.
So don't worry people, I'll be alright.
I miss you.
Nic: I know. But somehow or rather, things are going to be solve.
Racer: Well, its his choice after all. I mean, you can't force anyone to do things against their wishes.
Alan: OMG. I know I know! And that is so touching. cries*
YS: Thanks.
Melissa: I will.
ClementTay: I think I understand Alan's one better.
,MELODY @ 2:18 AM
Am I making the right decision?
Prolly not for myself, but if it means you'll be happy,
I'll make that decision.
But a promise to myself - I'll wait till you return,
Many of my friends named me the Superwoman.
So the Superwoman here will be alright, soon.
So don't worry people, I'll be alright.
I miss you.
Nic: I know. But somehow or rather, things are going to be solve.
Racer: Well, its his choice after all. I mean, you can't force anyone to do things against their wishes.
Alan: OMG. I know I know! And that is so touching. cries*
YS: Thanks.
Melissa: I will.
ClementTay: I think I understand Alan's one better.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I miss you, I really do.
,MELODY @ 12:30 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Thanks to those who cared; I seriously appreciate it.
But right now, I can't promise a smile. Even if it means on msn or on this blog post.
Everything hurts; adding on to the pain 3 years ago.
You reminded me of that idiot who toyed me.
Everything you said, I can infer what is your next sentence;
because I seem to know everything already.
I want to escape, I don't want to know anything that hurts.
I don't see the point in explaining what has happened; for the most obvious reason, I don't want anyone to put the blame on anyone else; let me carry it.
I don't want anyone to worry, that is why I chose to bottle everything.
I choose to pretend I'm alright at home, but its painful.
And I guess I will, in front of anyone else.
But I feel extremely terrible right now.
I felt of depress, once again.
Not for school work, but ...
Each time the song 一個人生活 play, each time I broke down.
I can't take it anymore,
everything is draining me mentally.
I'm breaking down...
Abandoned-
SiPei: Not school work. Don't worry.
Kelvin: Why so nice and let me slap you?
XW: I choose to bottle everything.
Racer: No point seeing a doctor, No need to get him here. For all I know, he've never come to this space for a long time.
ChoonSze: Indeed crying is better, but I can't stop.
ClementTay: I've given you your reply.
,MELODY @ 9:13 PM
But right now, I can't promise a smile. Even if it means on msn or on this blog post.
Everything hurts; adding on to the pain 3 years ago.
You reminded me of that idiot who toyed me.
Everything you said, I can infer what is your next sentence;
because I seem to know everything already.
I want to escape, I don't want to know anything that hurts.
I don't see the point in explaining what has happened; for the most obvious reason, I don't want anyone to put the blame on anyone else; let me carry it.
I don't want anyone to worry, that is why I chose to bottle everything.
I choose to pretend I'm alright at home, but its painful.
And I guess I will, in front of anyone else.
But I feel extremely terrible right now.
I felt of depress, once again.
Not for school work, but ...
Each time the song 一個人生活 play, each time I broke down.
I can't take it anymore,
everything is draining me mentally.
I'm breaking down...
Abandoned-
SiPei: Not school work. Don't worry.
Kelvin: Why so nice and let me slap you?
XW: I choose to bottle everything.
Racer: No point seeing a doctor, No need to get him here. For all I know, he've never come to this space for a long time.
ChoonSze: Indeed crying is better, but I can't stop.
ClementTay: I've given you your reply.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
After 2 years, I knew the meaning of crying to sleep.
And after 3 years, I tasted the feeling of lost, once again.
But for once, the lost right now is draining me;
because there is nothing for me to hold on.
I am abandoned.
,MELODY @ 10:02 PM
And after 3 years, I tasted the feeling of lost, once again.
But for once, the lost right now is draining me;
because there is nothing for me to hold on.
I am abandoned.
Friday, July 10, 2009
I seriously can't take it anymore, finally, I did what I wished I could last night.
Didn't feel better as I thought I would, but felt worst.
Yet I am telling myself that I could have cried longer,
after all, it blurred my vision for a moment.
I bottled everything, because I don't want to appear as weak. But I know deep inside me, I am.
&there is a need for me to stay strong.
I longed to see your smile, a real smile.
Yet I only see it after so long,
not from anywhere, from others' blog.
I wanted a pat,
saying nothing will go wrong and everything's gonna be fine.
Yet?
I feel abandoned.
Have been feeling giddy frequently recently, kept seeing things around me rotating; that I even banged on the wall while walking hours ago. That is at home. I can't imagine if that is on the road. Sometimes I'm so afraid because I felt as if I'm going to faint anytime. Yet such things mostly happen when I'm alone. Even if I'm not, I'd choose to shut up and talk nothing about it. No point worrying over unnecessary/unimportant matters.
Probably I should consult a doctor? I'll think over it :/
Half-dead. Will continue with project work.
& FYI, just incase I blog less often in future, I still read the tags everyday. Bye the world.
Kelvin: Nope, I've made serious decision. Not to slap him :X
Evelyn: Yea, try. Thanks.
Racer: For?
Melissa: When I'm alive and when there's time.
Alan: Racer's my friend. And try, no promise.
ClementTay: Okay.
Jane: Thanks. Your message motivated when we were talking the other day. It different this time round.
XinYi: Thanks for that.
Felix: There's no smile but there's no frown.
Vinni: Thanks for that. &Melody wishes to be the strong Melody in your eyes again.
,MELODY @ 11:38 PM
Didn't feel better as I thought I would, but felt worst.
Yet I am telling myself that I could have cried longer,
after all, it blurred my vision for a moment.
I bottled everything, because I don't want to appear as weak. But I know deep inside me, I am.
&there is a need for me to stay strong.
I longed to see your smile, a real smile.
Yet I only see it after so long,
not from anywhere, from others' blog.
I wanted a pat,
saying nothing will go wrong and everything's gonna be fine.
Yet?
I feel abandoned.
Have been feeling giddy frequently recently, kept seeing things around me rotating; that I even banged on the wall while walking hours ago. That is at home. I can't imagine if that is on the road. Sometimes I'm so afraid because I felt as if I'm going to faint anytime. Yet such things mostly happen when I'm alone. Even if I'm not, I'd choose to shut up and talk nothing about it. No point worrying over unnecessary/unimportant matters.
Probably I should consult a doctor? I'll think over it :/
Half-dead. Will continue with project work.
& FYI, just incase I blog less often in future, I still read the tags everyday. Bye the world.
Kelvin: Nope, I've made serious decision. Not to slap him :X
Evelyn: Yea, try. Thanks.
Racer: For?
Melissa: When I'm alive and when there's time.
Alan: Racer's my friend. And try, no promise.
ClementTay: Okay.
Jane: Thanks. Your message motivated when we were talking the other day. It different this time round.
XinYi: Thanks for that.
Felix: There's no smile but there's no frown.
Vinni: Thanks for that. &Melody wishes to be the strong Melody in your eyes again.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
MELODY is not happy.
MELODY is not sad.
Prolly MELODY is already immune to all your answers.
I am sad and I think I'll feel so much better if I break down totally. But the thing is, there's only tears but not a total break down. Used to controlling? I seriously got no idea.
EDITED=/
Sometimes, I feel so useless that I can't bring myself to face the truth. YES, I know its extremely dumb to escape from the reality.
When I thought things would be fine, it turn out not to be.
When I look forward to it, it didn't strike me that it will turn out to be unhappiness.
When I tried my best to bottle everything, there is always something that trigger it.
When I know things are going in the wrong direction, I tried my best to pull it back.
But to no avail...
If I knew that is what you're going to say, I'll probably choose to shut my mouth and not mention anything to you.
Sometimes, I'd rather not know the truth.
Keep me in the dark, probably I'll my happier.
I seriously feel like breaking down, right at this point in time.
I can't concentrate on my work at all :l
I'm sorry my group mates, I promise I'll stay up late tomo and finish everything by the deadline that we set.
And I seriously feel like calling a quit to everything-
,MELODY @ 11:28 PM
MELODY is not sad.
Prolly MELODY is already immune to all your answers.
I am sad and I think I'll feel so much better if I break down totally. But the thing is, there's only tears but not a total break down. Used to controlling? I seriously got no idea.
EDITED=/
Sometimes, I feel so useless that I can't bring myself to face the truth. YES, I know its extremely dumb to escape from the reality.
When I thought things would be fine, it turn out not to be.
When I look forward to it, it didn't strike me that it will turn out to be unhappiness.
When I tried my best to bottle everything, there is always something that trigger it.
When I know things are going in the wrong direction, I tried my best to pull it back.
But to no avail...
If I knew that is what you're going to say, I'll probably choose to shut my mouth and not mention anything to you.
Sometimes, I'd rather not know the truth.
Keep me in the dark, probably I'll my happier.
I seriously feel like breaking down, right at this point in time.
I can't concentrate on my work at all :l
I'm sorry my group mates, I promise I'll stay up late tomo and finish everything by the deadline that we set.
And I seriously feel like calling a quit to everything-
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Follow the regulations, Play with the rules.
Still up now when I planned to sleep early, because I just finished whatever I need to do for projects. Should be going off real soon. I'm super tired :X
Bought my heels for formal wear already; and I think I'm broke for this month. I mean, I might not have extra cash for July anymore :X Because other than formal wear, I've shopped online too. Including the bag from XinYi's blogshop :D
And yea, to those who care. I'm alright now. So I think all can just ignore the previous moody posts; &of course, my emo/moody/black face.
I've learnt the fact that for certain matters, I can't take it too hard. Its just like a rubber band; the tighter you pull it, the higher possibility of it snapping. Breathing space :D
Oka, shall be offffffffffffffffffff-
Kelvin: DOTS. You're seriously lame can -.- Of course this blogskin is nice la! Lollipop knowwwwww :D &your language is NOT cute, its as disgusting as you. AIYA, type wrong. Should be not so bad. Hahahahah :D &NEVER will I thank you for that okayyyyy -.- you can't you go slap IDOIT, I'll consider thanking you then :P
Alan: WHATTHE. Something emotional yet meaningful from me became something confusing from you -.-
MichelleT: Ohhhhh is it? How come? Anyway, mine's simmelody@hotmail.com :D
Racer: DOTS. The Clement that was on my blog, related to ChoonSze is my friend. Not my boyf -.-
,MELODY @ 11:59 PM
Still up now when I planned to sleep early, because I just finished whatever I need to do for projects. Should be going off real soon. I'm super tired :X
Bought my heels for formal wear already; and I think I'm broke for this month. I mean, I might not have extra cash for July anymore :X Because other than formal wear, I've shopped online too. Including the bag from XinYi's blogshop :D
And yea, to those who care. I'm alright now. So I think all can just ignore the previous moody posts; &of course, my emo/moody/black face.
I've learnt the fact that for certain matters, I can't take it too hard. Its just like a rubber band; the tighter you pull it, the higher possibility of it snapping. Breathing space :D
Oka, shall be offffffffffffffffffff-
Kelvin: DOTS. You're seriously lame can -.- Of course this blogskin is nice la! Lollipop knowwwwww :D &your language is NOT cute, its as disgusting as you. AIYA, type wrong. Should be not so bad. Hahahahah :D &NEVER will I thank you for that okayyyyy -.- you can't you go slap IDOIT, I'll consider thanking you then :P
Alan: WHATTHE. Something emotional yet meaningful from me became something confusing from you -.-
MichelleT: Ohhhhh is it? How come? Anyway, mine's simmelody@hotmail.com :D
Racer: DOTS. The Clement that was on my blog, related to ChoonSze is my friend. Not my boyf -.-
Monday, July 6, 2009
Changes, define as becoming different. In terms of proper English.
To me. The meaning of changes, is that nothing is gonna be the same anymore.
That is why, I lived with this quote in life.
Everything changes;
the only thing that is constant, is Changes.
However, seriously right until this moment when I'm typing, I still hate changes. And I seriously mean, Hate. After all, I'm not someone who can adapt to changes easily. A minor change can make a huge impact, I am serious.
I need a platform to vent everything. I need someone who cares to bother. But, the question comes, where & who?
No one knows what I'm feeling right now. YES, no one.
I wish I could have more time.
I wish I could have someone to talk about this with.
I wish I would have said nothing since the beginning.
I wish I have the courage to laugh without uncertainty, once again.
I wish I have the courage to break down, without worrying about being worried.
I wish tears will stop rolling.
I wish you would have more time,
just a little.
But what is the point of wishing so much when I know none will come true. Because everything in reality is a total opposite from what I hope would happen. I seriously hate the Melody right now.
Whatever it is. Cough is getting worst and I got this feeling that I'm gonna cough my lungs out of my throat any time later. I ain't feeling well :X
Racer: I took care, but cough just loves me. But anyway, Thanks :D With a capital T. You're the only one who cared so far. &How come you infered that? From where?
TQ: Hello :D
Alan: Whatthe -.- Think I should set up one more tagboard for chatroom of 07.
MichelleT: Aiya, no time. Ok, relinked. You could have left an offline message on msn.
,MELODY @ 10:20 PM
To me. The meaning of changes, is that nothing is gonna be the same anymore.
That is why, I lived with this quote in life.
Everything changes;
the only thing that is constant, is Changes.
However, seriously right until this moment when I'm typing, I still hate changes. And I seriously mean, Hate. After all, I'm not someone who can adapt to changes easily. A minor change can make a huge impact, I am serious.
I need a platform to vent everything. I need someone who cares to bother. But, the question comes, where & who?
No one knows what I'm feeling right now. YES, no one.
I wish I could have more time.
I wish I could have someone to talk about this with.
I wish I would have said nothing since the beginning.
I wish I have the courage to laugh without uncertainty, once again.
I wish I have the courage to break down, without worrying about being worried.
I wish tears will stop rolling.
I wish you would have more time,
just a little.
But what is the point of wishing so much when I know none will come true. Because everything in reality is a total opposite from what I hope would happen. I seriously hate the Melody right now.
Whatever it is. Cough is getting worst and I got this feeling that I'm gonna cough my lungs out of my throat any time later. I ain't feeling well :X
Racer: I took care, but cough just loves me. But anyway, Thanks :D With a capital T. You're the only one who cared so far. &How come you infered that? From where?
TQ: Hello :D
Alan: Whatthe -.- Think I should set up one more tagboard for chatroom of 07.
MichelleT: Aiya, no time. Ok, relinked. You could have left an offline message on msn.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I'm officially sick, once again -.-
Down with cough and mild flu, again. Not really again because the previous time was headache and different from this. But well, who cares. Melody's just sick again ):
Finished everything that I'm supposed to, like finally! Which is a YEAH for me :D But if you know me, I'll find something to do later on. Well, that is just a way of keeping myself occupied.
My days have been, actually, very busy. Rushing here and there for everything. Despite having not many commitments, I'm already struggling. Probably only I think that since I'm not the smart type that don't need a lot of studying. But the thing is that, now I don't even have time for meals/toilet breaks/sleep, so where do I find time to do my extra mugging sessions? I really need serious advice on my next step. Should I? Should I not?
This time round, it has nothing to do with projects. I'm serious.
Because, my studies/results are suffering. Not to the extent of lousy, but I have higher expectations for that.
A promise to myself - I'll think over it, seriously and carefully.
XinYi: Well, at times you never know :P
Racer: Competition for her guy? Meaning?
RuoHan: HELLOOOOOOOOOO :D
SiPei: YESSSSSSSSSS, we never know :D
Kelvin: OMG. Shameless -.- What is "dis blogskin nt si bad"? You wanted to say not do bad is it?
WeeTing: Yea. My tagboard is becoming like a chatroom for them.
,MELODY @ 7:17 PM
Down with cough and mild flu, again. Not really again because the previous time was headache and different from this. But well, who cares. Melody's just sick again ):
Finished everything that I'm supposed to, like finally! Which is a YEAH for me :D But if you know me, I'll find something to do later on. Well, that is just a way of keeping myself occupied.
My days have been, actually, very busy. Rushing here and there for everything. Despite having not many commitments, I'm already struggling. Probably only I think that since I'm not the smart type that don't need a lot of studying. But the thing is that, now I don't even have time for meals/toilet breaks/sleep, so where do I find time to do my extra mugging sessions? I really need serious advice on my next step. Should I? Should I not?
This time round, it has nothing to do with projects. I'm serious.
Because, my studies/results are suffering. Not to the extent of lousy, but I have higher expectations for that.
A promise to myself - I'll think over it, seriously and carefully.
XinYi: Well, at times you never know :P
Racer: Competition for her guy? Meaning?
RuoHan: HELLOOOOOOOOOO :D
SiPei: YESSSSSSSSSS, we never know :D
Kelvin: OMG. Shameless -.- What is "dis blogskin nt si bad"? You wanted to say not do bad is it?
WeeTing: Yea. My tagboard is becoming like a chatroom for them.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Life has hasn't has hasn't been good.
Seriously, I don't know.
Out of sudden, I seriously,
miss the times when I get to laugh out loud and being carefree;
miss the times when I'm pampered;
miss the times when I forget the meaning of tears just because my days are too happy;
miss the times when sadness is never part of my life.
My mind is corrupted. I hate tears which I've been controlling since noon but dropping right now as I type. Flood me with work probably. I'm under tremendous stress right at this point in time.
Bye the world. Will be back, on msn later tonight.
,MELODY @ 8:51 PM
Seriously, I don't know.
Out of sudden, I seriously,
miss the times when I get to laugh out loud and being carefree;
miss the times when I'm pampered;
miss the times when I forget the meaning of tears just because my days are too happy;
miss the times when sadness is never part of my life.
My mind is corrupted. I hate tears which I've been controlling since noon but dropping right now as I type. Flood me with work probably. I'm under tremendous stress right at this point in time.
Bye the world. Will be back, on msn later tonight.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
I got this feeling that my nightmare gonna start anytime! ): In another words, the rushing-of-projects life is gonna make a comeback! ):
&yea, which meant that I'll have to lead an unhealthy life, again.
AND!!! I think I'll be broke again this month. Because I've got so many things unpaid. Moreover, I've not buy my LOLLIPOP's album )))))))))))))))))))))))):
Shall be off to get my things done already. Shan't waste time and seriously, I'm gonna sleep before 12 tonight.
Kelvin: You better keep your comments to yourself :X
Melissa: Yea, okay :D
Racer: Nope, didn't skip class. My tuesdays end at 2pm :X
Felicia: Is it? Um, which Felicia are you?
WeeTing: Okay :D
Mysterious: Hello, your typing reveal who you are already!
Nic: Stop complaining laaaaa :X
Alan: WHY?! What happen?
SiPei: Waaaa, you're so evil.
,MELODY @ 10:08 PM
&yea, which meant that I'll have to lead an unhealthy life, again.
AND!!! I think I'll be broke again this month. Because I've got so many things unpaid. Moreover, I've not buy my LOLLIPOP's album )))))))))))))))))))))))):
Shall be off to get my things done already. Shan't waste time and seriously, I'm gonna sleep before 12 tonight.
Kelvin: You better keep your comments to yourself :X
Melissa: Yea, okay :D
Racer: Nope, didn't skip class. My tuesdays end at 2pm :X
Felicia: Is it? Um, which Felicia are you?
WeeTing: Okay :D
Mysterious: Hello, your typing reveal who you are already!
Nic: Stop complaining laaaaa :X
Alan: WHY?! What happen?
SiPei: Waaaa, you're so evil.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Skipped Salvo on Monday, again. Because I wasn't feeling well. Yes, again ): But I'm alright today already! :D
Finally IntHT project is down and this means one stress is down, &I finally had enough sleep last night. Which is a good thing, since I've been so unhealthy due to sleeping late for the past 1month plus.
Sweet♥ skipped school today since he wasn't feeling well. And being an extremely good girlfriend, I went to visit him. So nice& sweet right!! (: Ok, lets hope he'll treasure.
And guess what? I saw Lollipop's album @ Popular! I wanttttttttt~ but I can't spend money buying other things before buying my formal wear ):
Shall be offffff~
&I want to go Salvo tomorrow!
CS: (: yes, and its finally done.
Mark: Yea, same to you :D
YanChin: Yea, smart :D
Racer: Yup, had it yesterday. Until the start of rushing projects again.
Felicia: Yup sure! But you've got to give me your link too~
WingSze: Thanks :D
Clement: Hello :D
Kelvin: OMG, the dumb guy scolded the wrong Clement. &it should be take care of myself okayyy.
Alan: Hiiiiiii~
Felix: Its okay.
,MELODY @ 12:37 AM
Finally IntHT project is down and this means one stress is down, &I finally had enough sleep last night. Which is a good thing, since I've been so unhealthy due to sleeping late for the past 1month plus.
Sweet♥ skipped school today since he wasn't feeling well. And being an extremely good girlfriend, I went to visit him. So nice& sweet right!! (: Ok, lets hope he'll treasure.
And guess what? I saw Lollipop's album @ Popular! I wanttttttttt~ but I can't spend money buying other things before buying my formal wear ):
Shall be offffff~
&I want to go Salvo tomorrow!
CS: (: yes, and its finally done.
Mark: Yea, same to you :D
YanChin: Yea, smart :D
Racer: Yup, had it yesterday. Until the start of rushing projects again.
Felicia: Yup sure! But you've got to give me your link too~
WingSze: Thanks :D
Clement: Hello :D
Kelvin: OMG, the dumb guy scolded the wrong Clement. &it should be take care of myself okayyy.
Alan: Hiiiiiii~
Felix: Its okay.