Monday, September 28, 2009
Work was awesome! (:
Despite being tired and the constant complains of sore feets, I, or rather we (the whole team), pulled through the tiring working days. Mine ended yesterday while some others ended today. It was really a great learning experience and I made awesome friends! Both NYP and TP :D
&the time slot given was wrong. Instead of 6pm to 2am, it became 4pm to 12am. But still. Work ended about one hour later day by day. And by yesterday, it was 4.20am when I reached home. Thursday till about 12plus, Friday till 1plus, Saturday till 2, and Sunday till 3plus or 4. Have been cabbing back everyday though.
In fact, I left early last night and the bar was still working. Was supposed to closed at 11pm but at 12plus it was said that there won't be closing time until the last guest leave -.- Had a little celebration, at the back though. Had a little champagne, and I think I seriously dislike alcoholic drinks, at least for now. Was my first time drinking, and I don't like the feeling of having gas in my stomach and the hot feeling after drinking.
& BIG Thanks Joshua for sending me back! Slept immediately after showering last night and the last time I saw the time was 4.58am; so I didn't even rub my feet and its still sore today -.- Will be rubbing it later on and hope it will recover tomorrow.
Now that I'm sitting in front of the laptop with the quiet environment, I suddenly miss the sounds of the racing cars and the laughters within the team after work (:
P.S. People at other places like esplanade were damn slack and Paddock Club was the worst since it was the busiest. But after all, I'd rather be busy than bored.
XueWei: Hahahah, Thanks for the concern. But the thing is every night timings were after 1am when we left the club and the route to the gates were arond 20 to 30 mins. But it was awesome though! Tired but happy :D
YanChin: Read the post! You'll know how great it was despite being busy.
Racer: Didn't manage to take pictures of the place since my phone was with my friend during work time. &ya, I believe in that can already.
Nic: Yup! It was awesome. Someday I tell you more kk.
WeiFeng: Same to you bro :D
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I'm back but I promise I'll sleep by 1230pm. Reason being, there's work tomorrow! -.- Yup, F1 Grand Prix. Will be at Paddock Club, which is good (that is what I heard). Ok, at least I don't have to be under the sun during day time.
Work schedule as follows:
2pm to 10pm tomorrow;
6pm to 2am on Friday;
2pm to 10pm on Saturday;
2pm to 10pm on Sunday.
Not sure how will it be like though its not my first time doing waitressing, but somehow I just get nervous and scared when I have to adapt to something/somewhere new. I know there will bound to have changes in life and especially in this line but still, I'm still me. Ok I'm drifting away from it but anyway I'm just scared and not knowing what might happen tomorrow.
Alan: I know. But frankly, I somehow believe in that already :P
YanChen: Ok sure and thank you! (: Yea I have been resting since the start of hols :D Which is good actually. Hahahah, you too! Hope you'll score well too! (:
Mark: (:
Racer: I know but I've believed in it. To me, its better to believe in that.
,MELODY @ 11:51 PM
Work schedule as follows:
2pm to 10pm tomorrow;
6pm to 2am on Friday;
2pm to 10pm on Saturday;
2pm to 10pm on Sunday.
Not sure how will it be like though its not my first time doing waitressing, but somehow I just get nervous and scared when I have to adapt to something/somewhere new. I know there will bound to have changes in life and especially in this line but still, I'm still me. Ok I'm drifting away from it but anyway I'm just scared and not knowing what might happen tomorrow.
Alan: I know. But frankly, I somehow believe in that already :P
YanChen: Ok sure and thank you! (: Yea I have been resting since the start of hols :D Which is good actually. Hahahah, you too! Hope you'll score well too! (:
Mark: (:
Racer: I know but I've believed in it. To me, its better to believe in that.
Went PS yesterday after collecting F1 uniform; and it was great seeing them. Ok I'm referring to my ex colleages. Shopped; but not totally though since it was just getting my shoes and skirt for the upcoming F1 job. Yup and mum doesn't want to sponsor so I'm seriously broke. So I guess I might as well get a freelance/temporary part time job? But the thing is I feel like spending my holiday in my own way. Ahhh! I don't know. Shall see how.
Got to collect my skirts later on. Be back at night. (:
,MELODY @ 5:02 PM
Got to collect my skirts later on. Be back at night. (:
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Login to friendster after alien months or year? Hahahah.
Woke up only at 5.30pm and it was good, really good. Dinner TV and now com. That is my Monday. Imagine I lead this kind of life everyday; That is taitai life know! (:
Trip was fun and enjoyed the great food that I have been missing it for months! But I think its time to go on diet now -.-
Ok shall stop dreaming. Posted this on facebook, "A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterards." Read it from Clement's note on fb actually, but I agree to it totally. 或许是因为所经历过的伤痛，而因此相信。But yea, whatever. I just agree, Hahahah (: So sorry guys!
Will be going to collect uniform for work tomorrow and working from Thursday to Sunday for F1. Then gonna get shoes at ps. Will get to see ex-colleages & people from sweeties! (: Finally will be seeing them after about two months? :D
Oka I gotta continue youtubing :D Love wangzi <3 Not watching something regarding wangzi though. Hahahah, random.
Sometimes its really sweet to read a text by someone who cares. I'm serious.
Yet the fact is that I don't think I should indulge in sweetness anymore, because you deserve better.
Alan: Wa so evil. But I thought its 7? 7 subjects know.
ShuHui: Oh no wonder. I see "tagboard" but never seen the tagboard itself.
ChoonSze: Thanks :D
Kelvin: WTh so evil. &please, she got no reason to stalk you but you have because you always love stalking people.
Clement: LOL. Cheer up la, you're smart k.
Racer: Yea pretty relaxing. Good one though.
Amanda: Thanks :D
,MELODY @ 2:15 AM
Woke up only at 5.30pm and it was good, really good. Dinner TV and now com. That is my Monday. Imagine I lead this kind of life everyday; That is taitai life know! (:
Trip was fun and enjoyed the great food that I have been missing it for months! But I think its time to go on diet now -.-
Ok shall stop dreaming. Posted this on facebook, "A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterards." Read it from Clement's note on fb actually, but I agree to it totally. 或许是因为所经历过的伤痛，而因此相信。But yea, whatever. I just agree, Hahahah (: So sorry guys!
Will be going to collect uniform for work tomorrow and working from Thursday to Sunday for F1. Then gonna get shoes at ps. Will get to see ex-colleages & people from sweeties! (: Finally will be seeing them after about two months? :D
Oka I gotta continue youtubing :D Love wangzi <3 Not watching something regarding wangzi though. Hahahah, random.
Sometimes its really sweet to read a text by someone who cares. I'm serious.
Yet the fact is that I don't think I should indulge in sweetness anymore, because you deserve better.
Alan: Wa so evil. But I thought its 7? 7 subjects know.
ShuHui: Oh no wonder. I see "tagboard" but never seen the tagboard itself.
ChoonSze: Thanks :D
Kelvin: WTh so evil. &please, she got no reason to stalk you but you have because you always love stalking people.
Clement: LOL. Cheer up la, you're smart k.
Racer: Yea pretty relaxing. Good one though.
Amanda: Thanks :D
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Will be leaving in three hours time;
be back on Sunday night :D
,MELODY @ 12:24 AM
be back on Sunday night :D
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Wanted to post pictures (of myself) but just realised that I've not been taking pictures for such a long time! Ok I promise I'm gonna take pictures from now on, especially during the Malacca trip this weekend.
Yup, before I drift to other matters, I'm going on holiday! Like finally! (: Just to Malacca, one weekend though. But haven't been going there since last Nov. Miss the food there!
Finally one thing is down today. Yet tomorow got to wake up early to bring grandma back to Chinatown since there won't be anyone at home this weekend. Aw I suppose I seriously need a break. Hahahah, I don't know what I'm talking about now.
&I just realised my feet hurts now, since evening. Yet I don't know the reason :X Because I didn't fall and no one step on me. HOW?! Its painful every step I take ): Gonna rub some cream later and hope it will be alright tomorrow.
And lastly, I have promised someone to keep on with the superwoman spirit and yes, I will. Bang me with anything, I'll stay strong :D
I smiled at the sight of those sweet messages; because,
sometime I just wonder if I am worth it, because you're so perfect that I didn't realise I'm the one.
Racer: Yup, I will stay on like this :D
ShuHui: Hello :D Thanks. Seldom see you around though. Hahahah, &your blog doesn't have tagboard right?
Kelvin: You don't know how to console people then don't comment so much la. &I seriously think you stalk ShuHui okay.
Alan: LOL. Like that only?
Amanda: Yup I will, when I'm free though. Have been busy and will be in the coming weeks.
Ange: Thanks my dear, I will. Same to you okay! Melody is always there! Love you too <3
Jasper: Is it? I thought the Melody you knew in the past was a timid girl who doesn't speak much? Hahahah, I will :D &Thanks for that. Left you a message on twitter though :D
,MELODY @ 11:09 PM
Yup, before I drift to other matters, I'm going on holiday! Like finally! (: Just to Malacca, one weekend though. But haven't been going there since last Nov. Miss the food there!
Finally one thing is down today. Yet tomorow got to wake up early to bring grandma back to Chinatown since there won't be anyone at home this weekend. Aw I suppose I seriously need a break. Hahahah, I don't know what I'm talking about now.
&I just realised my feet hurts now, since evening. Yet I don't know the reason :X Because I didn't fall and no one step on me. HOW?! Its painful every step I take ): Gonna rub some cream later and hope it will be alright tomorrow.
And lastly, I have promised someone to keep on with the superwoman spirit and yes, I will. Bang me with anything, I'll stay strong :D
I smiled at the sight of those sweet messages; because,
sometime I just wonder if I am worth it, because you're so perfect that I didn't realise I'm the one.
Racer: Yup, I will stay on like this :D
ShuHui: Hello :D Thanks. Seldom see you around though. Hahahah, &your blog doesn't have tagboard right?
Kelvin: You don't know how to console people then don't comment so much la. &I seriously think you stalk ShuHui okay.
Alan: LOL. Like that only?
Amanda: Yup I will, when I'm free though. Have been busy and will be in the coming weeks.
Ange: Thanks my dear, I will. Same to you okay! Melody is always there! Love you too <3
Jasper: Is it? I thought the Melody you knew in the past was a timid girl who doesn't speak much? Hahahah, I will :D &Thanks for that. Left you a message on twitter though :D
Monday, September 14, 2009
Ok I'm back, after one two three four days. Have been settling my mood and mind these days and yes, I'm fine now. My fighting spirit, as well as superwoman spirit is back :D
And I swear I'm gonna strive to the maximum from this minute, so will most probably be disappearing again. Don't miss me :P
And I've been spending my days meaningfully. Other than doing some reading up, housework and compensating my sleeping hours, have been giving tuition (not earning any cash though), because its my sis -.- Well at least I found out that I can be a good teacher since I found out that I can give good explanation(in both English and Chinese).
Alan: (: &you've not tagged for so long!
Vinni: Thanks dear! :D
Racer: A real one because I was teaching my sis maths.
Nic: Yes please, if you read my offline message. But anyway, probably wait till you're on hols/when you're free.
LingNa: yea, have told you anyway.
Mark: Thank you! :D
,MELODY @ 6:30 PM
And I swear I'm gonna strive to the maximum from this minute, so will most probably be disappearing again. Don't miss me :P
And I've been spending my days meaningfully. Other than doing some reading up, housework and compensating my sleeping hours, have been giving tuition (not earning any cash though), because its my sis -.- Well at least I found out that I can be a good teacher since I found out that I can give good explanation(in both English and Chinese).
Alan: (: &you've not tagged for so long!
Vinni: Thanks dear! :D
Racer: A real one because I was teaching my sis maths.
Nic: Yes please, if you read my offline message. But anyway, probably wait till you're on hols/when you're free.
LingNa: yea, have told you anyway.
Mark: Thank you! :D
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I am lost inside my sem results.
Unfair, Disappointed, Angry, Sadness.
Probably I ain't smart since the beginning,
I find myself such a failure.
Leave me alone.
,MELODY @ 6:22 PM
Unfair, Disappointed, Angry, Sadness.
Probably I ain't smart since the beginning,
I find myself such a failure.
Leave me alone.
Was extremely upset because sis drew on the book which I lend her. But when I checked my mail, my mood changed and immediately I smiled.
I realised I had a personal message on twitter. So yup, read it. And I wanna thank this person (I think you know who you are, if you're reading this).
J, Thanks for that. Although its just a short message, but its really sweet and I'm really touched. Thank you (:
Racer: Yea I know :D
Nic: True though. Just that my tagboard look so dead ):
,MELODY @ 12:48 AM
I realised I had a personal message on twitter. So yup, read it. And I wanna thank this person (I think you know who you are, if you're reading this).
J, Thanks for that. Although its just a short message, but its really sweet and I'm really touched. Thank you (:
Racer: Yea I know :D
Nic: True though. Just that my tagboard look so dead ):
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
.ABANDONED.
I just wanna be alone.
Racer: Is it. Okay :D
Kelvin: WTH. I think its better if I slap you.
Amanda: Thanks uh :D Take care too!
Jasper: Is it? Seems like you've disappeared for some time, from twitter, my blog and yours.
Nic: How I know. Seem so long since you tag know.
,MELODY @ 10:11 PM
I just wanna be alone.
Racer: Is it. Okay :D
Kelvin: WTH. I think its better if I slap you.
Amanda: Thanks uh :D Take care too!
Jasper: Is it? Seems like you've disappeared for some time, from twitter, my blog and yours.
Nic: How I know. Seem so long since you tag know.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
My blog seem so dead, not because of me not posting, but because no one's tagging! I guess my readers are all gone ): sadness*
Realised that I'm so broke despite the fact that I've not spend on anything since 3sept. Must be because of Teachers' Day gift as well as the book that I bought recently. AHH! Super heart pain. Anyone wanna donate money to this pathetic girl here? Ok I know I'm talking to the air.
But thinking back, I rejected the opportunity of working in the restaurant and banquet for the past two to three weeks. Yes I need money but for this holiday, I feel like spending it in a relax way, in MY OWN WAY, and not working. AHH! But it is impossible for me to reject the rest which I've signed up for already. But the contradicting thing is, I still find myself running about these few days and I'm so busy! ):
I want free time! I want time for myself to relax!
All because superwoman realises that she need time to rest. After all, resting will allow her to walk further. (:
Amanda: Thank you! I've read it and I really appreciate it. Wrote it down and pasted in on my table, and I'll write in my notebook to remind myself of it. (:
,MELODY @ 11:54 PM
Realised that I'm so broke despite the fact that I've not spend on anything since 3sept. Must be because of Teachers' Day gift as well as the book that I bought recently. AHH! Super heart pain. Anyone wanna donate money to this pathetic girl here? Ok I know I'm talking to the air.
But thinking back, I rejected the opportunity of working in the restaurant and banquet for the past two to three weeks. Yes I need money but for this holiday, I feel like spending it in a relax way, in MY OWN WAY, and not working. AHH! But it is impossible for me to reject the rest which I've signed up for already. But the contradicting thing is, I still find myself running about these few days and I'm so busy! ):
I want free time! I want time for myself to relax!
All because superwoman realises that she need time to rest. After all, resting will allow her to walk further. (:
Amanda: Thank you! I've read it and I really appreciate it. Wrote it down and pasted in on my table, and I'll write in my notebook to remind myself of it. (:
Friday, September 4, 2009
Let me type in Chinese this once.
避开，在某种情况是应该的。但，被避开的人，感受如何，我终于了解了。我不想一直在原点打转，毕竟那对你我都没好处。我不知为何见一面，对你来说，有多困难。但我还是很坚持地说，我还是很想见你一面，就算是最后一面。记得曾经告诉过你，我很容易满足。所以，即使是一小时，我也会很开心。但现在，容许我送你这一首歌。。。
下课钟声回荡耳边 沉没夕阳倒映我脸
互传纸条的那画面 消失般的光线
秋天气息感染树叶 泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀 随枫叶纷飞
我们曾经说好的幸福永远 一只藏在书包的拉链
多么希望回到那年 我们写的诗篇
好像听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你 好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 我常想念着你 想念着你
秋天气息感染树叶 泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀 随枫叶纷飞
我们曾经说好的幸福永远 一直藏在书包的拉链
多么希望回到那年 我们写的诗篇
好像听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你 好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你 全都是你
诉说着我的感受 心里话 全说出口
好像听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你 好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你 全都是你
听你说说多爱我 听你说说想我
谢谢你曾经陪着我 说着我们幸福的经过
...
,MELODY @ 11:50 PM
避开，在某种情况是应该的。但，被避开的人，感受如何，我终于了解了。我不想一直在原点打转，毕竟那对你我都没好处。我不知为何见一面，对你来说，有多困难。但我还是很坚持地说，我还是很想见你一面，就算是最后一面。记得曾经告诉过你，我很容易满足。所以，即使是一小时，我也会很开心。但现在，容许我送你这一首歌。。。
下课钟声回荡耳边 沉没夕阳倒映我脸
互传纸条的那画面 消失般的光线
秋天气息感染树叶 泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀 随枫叶纷飞
我们曾经说好的幸福永远 一只藏在书包的拉链
多么希望回到那年 我们写的诗篇
好像听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你 好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 我常想念着你 想念着你
秋天气息感染树叶 泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀 随枫叶纷飞
我们曾经说好的幸福永远 一直藏在书包的拉链
多么希望回到那年 我们写的诗篇
好像听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你 好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你 全都是你
诉说着我的感受 心里话 全说出口
好像听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你 好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你 全都是你
听你说说多爱我 听你说说想我
谢谢你曾经陪着我 说着我们幸福的经过
...
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Slept till 2.30pm today and the feeling was great! Finally I had a long long sleep after so long, because I couldn't recall when was the last time I had such a long sleep :D As expected, I only had one meal today at 3plus. LOL, but its a way to lose weight. Hahahah :D
Was watching 命中注定我爱你, and one part mention, "If you could forget your past, forget them. But if you can't, remember and bury them, then make them part of your life story".
So yup, I will face everything differently from now on. I've decided that I shan't purposely make myself forget - or to force myself. Rather, I will remember - and bury - deep down, making - part of my life story.
Yes I can't fully be ready with a smile without missing - because everything takes time. But I always believe that with a positive attitude, everything can be done with will. And yes I will and I am going to do it. So friends, stop worrying about me ok. And I strongly believe that from this Melody will grow up. Trust me this once (:
And now, I think I shall continue with my Lollipop. Since that is my nightly activity (:
Nic: I know you're shy right, me with my spects is cute right. Hahahah (: &well aren't humans like that? Too long a rest is bored, but too busy days will be a dread. Isn't it true? &don't worry, Melody won't get fat because I burn fats while doing housework. (:
,MELODY @ 11:58 PM
Was watching 命中注定我爱你, and one part mention, "If you could forget your past, forget them. But if you can't, remember and bury them, then make them part of your life story".
So yup, I will face everything differently from now on. I've decided that I shan't purposely make myself forget - or to force myself. Rather, I will remember - and bury - deep down, making - part of my life story.
Yes I can't fully be ready with a smile without missing - because everything takes time. But I always believe that with a positive attitude, everything can be done with will. And yes I will and I am going to do it. So friends, stop worrying about me ok. And I strongly believe that from this Melody will grow up. Trust me this once (:
And now, I think I shall continue with my Lollipop. Since that is my nightly activity (:
Nic: I know you're shy right, me with my spects is cute right. Hahahah (: &well aren't humans like that? Too long a rest is bored, but too busy days will be a dread. Isn't it true? &don't worry, Melody won't get fat because I burn fats while doing housework. (:
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
FINALLY had subway! (: *grins; Yes, after a week plus of crave. Hahah :D
&Mum treated us to Swensens yesterday for lunch. (:
And I'm so glad my holiday is no longer spend with maggie noodles.
Went back PHSS yesterday and it was really great seeing everyone! Thanks to all teachers for those well wishes, &of course, not forgetting the hug from Mrs Ali! <3
Did housework today. Yes, again. But after that, I seriously feel that days are a drag. There is simply nothing much except housework and tv, com and sleep. So I'm seriously determined to plan my following holidays, or else I'll find myself a useless bum in these 7 weeks.
I find this meaningful!
好想听你说说爱我，好想听你说说想我。。。这些年你有没有曾经想起过我？好想对你说说爱你，好想对
你说说想你。。。这些年你知不知我常想念着你，想念着你。。。
Probably I could link this to myself and that is why. But anyway, it is part of a song, 说说, from Lollipop's newest album, 我是传奇 I AM LEGEND. I find myself advertising for them now, LOL <3
Will stay home to complete my car model tomorrow, and probably tv.
Anyone wanna get lunch for me? Hahahah, no la.
&I still miss you.
Racer: Never mind. I don't wish to do further explanation. Just one thing; I know what I should do, like what you refer to. But, some things are beyond my control. My brain knows what I should do, but my heart does not follow my brain.
Nic: I have been wearing spects can. &look more what?
Passerby: Read my reply to racer. By the way, who are you?
,MELODY @ 9:11 PM
&Mum treated us to Swensens yesterday for lunch. (:
And I'm so glad my holiday is no longer spend with maggie noodles.
Went back PHSS yesterday and it was really great seeing everyone! Thanks to all teachers for those well wishes, &of course, not forgetting the hug from Mrs Ali! <3
Did housework today. Yes, again. But after that, I seriously feel that days are a drag. There is simply nothing much except housework and tv, com and sleep. So I'm seriously determined to plan my following holidays, or else I'll find myself a useless bum in these 7 weeks.
I find this meaningful!
好想听你说说爱我，好想听你说说想我。。。这些年你有没有曾经想起过我？好想对你说说爱你，好想对
你说说想你。。。这些年你知不知我常想念着你，想念着你。。。
Probably I could link this to myself and that is why. But anyway, it is part of a song, 说说, from Lollipop's newest album, 我是传奇 I AM LEGEND. I find myself advertising for them now, LOL <3
Will stay home to complete my car model tomorrow, and probably tv.
Anyone wanna get lunch for me? Hahahah, no la.
&I still miss you.
Racer: Never mind. I don't wish to do further explanation. Just one thing; I know what I should do, like what you refer to. But, some things are beyond my control. My brain knows what I should do, but my heart does not follow my brain.
Nic: I have been wearing spects can. &look more what?
Passerby: Read my reply to racer. By the way, who are you?