Saturday, July 18, 2009
Finally Comm Sk & POM projects are down, leaving Macr, RHT and FBFun. But that doesn't make me happy ): Because, RHT is due on Monday. While I have IntHT presentation on Thursday and POM's on Friday. Tell me about being relax.

Visited grandma at SGH. Yea, she's in hospital again ): This time round, I seriously don't know what has happened. But anyway, she should be coming back tomorrow.

And once again, I fell asleep while using laptop, again! The first time was Thursday night, but woke up at 2 and switch off laptop. And went back to sleep. However, last night I didn't even wake up to switch off. And I only woke up at 7am, when I realise my back was in pain.

Projects are killer. I admit. I'm seriously too worn out, but I ain't giving myself time to rest. Or else, I'll not be able to catch up, again.

Slept till 12 today; realising sis was waiting for me for breakfast, when it was already lunchtime! I'm sorry my dear. Lunched and did housework.
So that meant, I didn't do a single work at all. Thats bad. Guess I'm gonna stay up late again, just like usual.

Promised myself that superwoman got to be back, but I find it so hard right now. Yes, I kept myself busy to stop my mind from wandering. From Comm Sk to POM project, and now its RHT, and both IntHT and POM presentation. Yet when I was looking through pictures and reading those messages, I can't take it anymore. After keeping it inside me for a week, I finally cried out.
告诉自己不要再哭了，告诉自己是时候放手了，
但到最后，我还是做不到...
I feel like a failure which can't do what I promised myself.
Probably I'm just not good enough.

ChoonSze: Same!
Alan: I like the second one! You summarise my words and feelings in one sentence.
Racer: Yea, I will; hopefully.
Amanda: I've left already, been too busy with school. Thanks, and hope to see you soon!
Vinni: Thanks dear. You're still the one who gave me the energy to spur forward.



,MELODY @ 9:43 PM