Thursday, July 9, 2009
MELODY is not happy.
MELODY is not sad.
Prolly MELODY is already immune to all your answers.

I am sad and I think I'll feel so much better if I break down totally. But the thing is, there's only tears but not a total break down. Used to controlling? I seriously got no idea.

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Sometimes, I feel so useless that I can't bring myself to face the truth. YES, I know its extremely dumb to escape from the reality.

When I thought things would be fine, it turn out not to be.
When I look forward to it, it didn't strike me that it will turn out to be unhappiness.
When I tried my best to bottle everything, there is always something that trigger it.
When I know things are going in the wrong direction, I tried my best to pull it back.
But to no avail...

If I knew that is what you're going to say, I'll probably choose to shut my mouth and not mention anything to you.
Sometimes, I'd rather not know the truth.
Keep me in the dark, probably I'll my happier.

I seriously feel like breaking down, right at this point in time.
I can't concentrate on my work at all :l
I'm sorry my group mates, I promise I'll stay up late tomo and finish everything by the deadline that we set.

And I seriously feel like calling a quit to everything-



,MELODY @ 11:28 PM