Sunday, July 12, 2009
Thanks to those who cared; I seriously appreciate it.
But right now, I can't promise a smile. Even if it means on msn or on this blog post.

Everything hurts; adding on to the pain 3 years ago.
You reminded me of that idiot who toyed me.
Everything you said, I can infer what is your next sentence;
because I seem to know everything already.
I want to escape, I don't want to know anything that hurts.


I don't see the point in explaining what has happened; for the most obvious reason, I don't want anyone to put the blame on anyone else; let me carry it.
I don't want anyone to worry, that is why I chose to bottle everything.

I choose to pretend I'm alright at home, but its painful.
And I guess I will, in front of anyone else.
But I feel extremely terrible right now.

I felt of depress, once again.
Not for school work, but ...

Each time the song 一個人生活 play, each time I broke down.
I can't take it anymore,
everything is draining me mentally.
I'm breaking down...

Abandoned-

SiPei: Not school work. Don't worry.
Kelvin: Why so nice and let me slap you?
XW: I choose to bottle everything.
Racer: No point seeing a doctor, No need to get him here. For all I know, he've never come to this space for a long time.
ChoonSze: Indeed crying is better, but I can't stop.
ClementTay: I've given you your reply.



,MELODY @ 9:13 PM