Saturday, August 8, 2009
Sometimes I don't understand, why can't you put yourself in my shoes?
Try leading my life! I am NOT ONLY tied with school work, I've got other commitments. Yes, it may probably seem that family is prolly the only one. But it can take up 24 hours of my time okay! Most of my friends know my grandma is staying with me now, and she needs someone to take care of her. Ok, or rather someone got to be at home to be with her at least. So how am I going to have time when my parents ae leaving her at home and be out of the house? She took care of me since I was born, looking after me and spending more time with be even compared to my own parents. I can't possibly just leave her at home and go out to enjoy right? And most people, especially my primary/secondary schoolmates should know, my dad ain't the type who allow me to go out to shop and hang out. Don't tell me you don't, because YOU GUYS KNOW.
Yes I'm 17 so what. My dad will not change his attitude. Yes, I am the type who will do whatever it takes when I want something. But if my dad's attitude don't change, I can't do anything right?
You guys kept saying its all about time management. Seriously, you cannot manage time when you don't even have time. Lead a life where you deprive of sleep for months and even until when projects are all done leaving with one presentation but you are still not having enough sleep because you still got things on hand and you got no choice but to complete it. Try leading the life where you can doze of anytime anywhere, even while standing on bus. TRY IT and you'll know!
BLAME AND BLAME. Thats all you all can do right?! Its not that I don't miss you all, I seriously miss and I knew it in the heart. I can think of you all and all the times we had and cry. I want to go outings. And I wanted to go back on Friday too, but I had tutorial which requires attendance at 9am in the morning so how am I supposed to go back?
ASK JOSHUA. He could see how exhausted I was, and how late I stay up till for projects each night.
And if you guys still think I don't make an effort, there's nothing much for me to say.
Nic: Aiya, Cheer up :D
Amanda: Yup! But after that night slept at 2 again ):
Racer: Told you already.
BP: Different.
Alan: I know. But you know how exhausted I am. Its energy draining.
MichelleT: Okay :D
ClementTay: Yes! Got to organise okay! And, I'll be with you guys if you guys don't abandon me.
ChoonSze: Typing in CAPS indicate frustration or anger knowww.
Karen: :P I know there's some problems, but no time to fix.
SiPei: Yup (:
,MELODY @ 11:37 PM
Try leading my life! I am NOT ONLY tied with school work, I've got other commitments. Yes, it may probably seem that family is prolly the only one. But it can take up 24 hours of my time okay! Most of my friends know my grandma is staying with me now, and she needs someone to take care of her. Ok, or rather someone got to be at home to be with her at least. So how am I going to have time when my parents ae leaving her at home and be out of the house? She took care of me since I was born, looking after me and spending more time with be even compared to my own parents. I can't possibly just leave her at home and go out to enjoy right? And most people, especially my primary/secondary schoolmates should know, my dad ain't the type who allow me to go out to shop and hang out. Don't tell me you don't, because YOU GUYS KNOW.
Yes I'm 17 so what. My dad will not change his attitude. Yes, I am the type who will do whatever it takes when I want something. But if my dad's attitude don't change, I can't do anything right?
You guys kept saying its all about time management. Seriously, you cannot manage time when you don't even have time. Lead a life where you deprive of sleep for months and even until when projects are all done leaving with one presentation but you are still not having enough sleep because you still got things on hand and you got no choice but to complete it. Try leading the life where you can doze of anytime anywhere, even while standing on bus. TRY IT and you'll know!
BLAME AND BLAME. Thats all you all can do right?! Its not that I don't miss you all, I seriously miss and I knew it in the heart. I can think of you all and all the times we had and cry. I want to go outings. And I wanted to go back on Friday too, but I had tutorial which requires attendance at 9am in the morning so how am I supposed to go back?
ASK JOSHUA. He could see how exhausted I was, and how late I stay up till for projects each night.
And if you guys still think I don't make an effort, there's nothing much for me to say.
Nic: Aiya, Cheer up :D
Amanda: Yup! But after that night slept at 2 again ):
Racer: Told you already.
BP: Different.
Alan: I know. But you know how exhausted I am. Its energy draining.
MichelleT: Okay :D
ClementTay: Yes! Got to organise okay! And, I'll be with you guys if you guys don't abandon me.
ChoonSze: Typing in CAPS indicate frustration or anger knowww.
Karen: :P I know there's some problems, but no time to fix.
SiPei: Yup (: