Saturday, October 17, 2009
Ok woke up super early, to bring grandma over to aunt's place. Lunch with grandma and aunt (i pay ok!) and bused back to Compass to meet Joshua, and back home.
&I'm sorry! Couldn't have lunch and dinner with you today! ):
So yup, paid for today's lunch, got concession, and tonight's dinner. There goes, my 90bucks. Aw, I'm seriously broke. Like very broke now! ):
Ok parents and sis went batam this morning, and will only be back tomorrow. Which means I'm all alone at home.
Like I've stayed home alone past midnight since morning when parents and sis goes to Malacca, but at most they'll be back by 3am. And now its the first time I'm staying home alone, overnight. Ok I know this sounds dumb and many would think "Hello you're 17+ and you're afraid of staying alone at home overnight?!" Yes I am afraid, well since this is the first time. Had the TV on since I'm home, cause I need sounds to distract my attention. Kept finding things to do like packing my stuffs and the newspapers out in the living room, well at least I've been busy the whole evening till around 10plus. Now that I'm alone in the room (ok my music is on), but still! )':
Alright I call this, other than afraid of being alone at home, its the quietness that I can even hear my own breathing that freaks me out. Like seriously.
Ok I know its dumb, but I just feel like ranting my fears.
Anyway decided not to go for lunch with my aunt since I doubt I'll be able to sleep that early tonight and will have a big problem waking up tomorrow. I guess I just "eat" the air and there goes my hunger.
Joshua: Yupyup, but the bleeding was because of the cab fare, not what I bought.
Racer: Of course I care about my money! Like duh. My hard-earned cash.
XueShen: Nope, different. I saw your timetable already!
Alan: YupYup! Lemme know your class for both if you manage to change alright! (:
Lingna: Yupyup, wait till I have money though (:
Audrey: Is it? What class?
,MELODY @ 11:12 PM
&I'm sorry! Couldn't have lunch and dinner with you today! ):
So yup, paid for today's lunch, got concession, and tonight's dinner. There goes, my 90bucks. Aw, I'm seriously broke. Like very broke now! ):
Ok parents and sis went batam this morning, and will only be back tomorrow. Which means I'm all alone at home.
Like I've stayed home alone past midnight since morning when parents and sis goes to Malacca, but at most they'll be back by 3am. And now its the first time I'm staying home alone, overnight. Ok I know this sounds dumb and many would think "Hello you're 17+ and you're afraid of staying alone at home overnight?!" Yes I am afraid, well since this is the first time. Had the TV on since I'm home, cause I need sounds to distract my attention. Kept finding things to do like packing my stuffs and the newspapers out in the living room, well at least I've been busy the whole evening till around 10plus. Now that I'm alone in the room (ok my music is on), but still! )':
Alright I call this, other than afraid of being alone at home, its the quietness that I can even hear my own breathing that freaks me out. Like seriously.
Ok I know its dumb, but I just feel like ranting my fears.
Anyway decided not to go for lunch with my aunt since I doubt I'll be able to sleep that early tonight and will have a big problem waking up tomorrow. I guess I just "eat" the air and there goes my hunger.
Joshua: Yupyup, but the bleeding was because of the cab fare, not what I bought.
Racer: Of course I care about my money! Like duh. My hard-earned cash.
XueShen: Nope, different. I saw your timetable already!
Alan: YupYup! Lemme know your class for both if you manage to change alright! (:
Lingna: Yupyup, wait till I have money though (:
Audrey: Is it? What class?