Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Bus back alone after class. Found a nice spot to sit other than where I usually sit (:
Blasted music as usual, but instead of the usual reading or playing with phone, I chose to stare out of the window, since there was something bugging in my mind. I realised that its quite nice of make use of the time on bus to think of things which are bugging you, instead of spending time to read. At least your eyes get a chance to relax. Which is good.
Many thoughts ran through my mind and seriously, I find the sudden lost of courage within myself. Which I don't know the reason behind it. Or rather, I should say, I know the reason, but I don't wanna face it. After all, it still boils down to courage.
And guess what's the best thing in a project? You only realised there is a short preview presentation on the day before!! Hahahah, that is the "BEST" thing it can happen on Earth! But anyway, smartie Mel contacted her leader directly and started on whatever that is in for tomorrow! Smart! (: Still, I need motivation. I should stop getting addicted to fb and all, especially youtube!
Alright been so long since I typed such a wordy post, I think (?). So yup gotta continue with my projects and stuff.
Mark: LOL, spammer for what sia?
Xueshen: Hahahah same! I ended up doing my proj and work and haven't iron them yet! ):
Nic: YALA! Thats what we're trying to do. Suan her like mad then wait till THAT HERO to rescue her. HAHAHAH.
dearie i know you've no motivation to do stuff now but don't worry kay. that is pretty normal, the important thing is, don't give up. as long as you don't give up, nothing will be the barrier for you to complete your stuffs kay. trust me, you'll do fine. and, to answer your question on msn, not that i don't want to share it with you but i don't know how to. i know you are in a bad mood today. the way your text messages are, and the way you talk, it shock me. i don't know how to react to what you say and that was the reason why i take such a long time to reply your texts at times. suddenly, i lost the courage in consulting you in everything, and every problem i met with. probably due to what has happened yesterday, i have been spending the whole day today thinking, i don't think i should tell you things which may make you give in to me, or rather, think for me. i just want you to be happy, thats all i wished for... i love you ♥
,MELODY @ 8:40 PM
Blasted music as usual, but instead of the usual reading or playing with phone, I chose to stare out of the window, since there was something bugging in my mind. I realised that its quite nice of make use of the time on bus to think of things which are bugging you, instead of spending time to read. At least your eyes get a chance to relax. Which is good.
Many thoughts ran through my mind and seriously, I find the sudden lost of courage within myself. Which I don't know the reason behind it. Or rather, I should say, I know the reason, but I don't wanna face it. After all, it still boils down to courage.
And guess what's the best thing in a project? You only realised there is a short preview presentation on the day before!! Hahahah, that is the "BEST" thing it can happen on Earth! But anyway, smartie Mel contacted her leader directly and started on whatever that is in for tomorrow! Smart! (: Still, I need motivation. I should stop getting addicted to fb and all, especially youtube!
Alright been so long since I typed such a wordy post, I think (?). So yup gotta continue with my projects and stuff.
Mark: LOL, spammer for what sia?
Xueshen: Hahahah same! I ended up doing my proj and work and haven't iron them yet! ):
Nic: YALA! Thats what we're trying to do. Suan her like mad then wait till THAT HERO to rescue her. HAHAHAH.
dearie i know you've no motivation to do stuff now but don't worry kay. that is pretty normal, the important thing is, don't give up. as long as you don't give up, nothing will be the barrier for you to complete your stuffs kay. trust me, you'll do fine. and, to answer your question on msn, not that i don't want to share it with you but i don't know how to. i know you are in a bad mood today. the way your text messages are, and the way you talk, it shock me. i don't know how to react to what you say and that was the reason why i take such a long time to reply your texts at times. suddenly, i lost the courage in consulting you in everything, and every problem i met with. probably due to what has happened yesterday, i have been spending the whole day today thinking, i don't think i should tell you things which may make you give in to me, or rather, think for me. i just want you to be happy, thats all i wished for... i love you ♥