Friday, February 26, 2010
Had my best day today. First official date, hahahah. (:
Went lots of places, ok not really but it seem like a lot. After all, one whole day lea! Saw XueShen at Tamp1 though. But well, not like I'm doing something wrong isn't it? Hahahah.
J's attachment going to start three days later, in less than 72hours!!! )': But uh, he'll get to enter RWS! Bring me there someday kk!
And, I realised, despite how I tried to keep my strong front before everyone, there will still be a time where I just break down in front of everyone/anyone else, which is not what a superwoman will do. And it is only around two hours ago that I realised, how fragile I can be. Within the superwoman Melody, it is still a little girl.
And please please never talk to me about sad stuffs, I am damn sensitive right now.
dearie thank you for today - my post-exams activity. thank you for appearing in my life, because that is the best thing that have ever happened to me. thank you for always being there, trying your best to shower all your love for me after you knowing what i always went through at home. thank you for always there to solve whatever problems i met. thank you for being there at times where i couldn't sleep, trying your very best to make me sleep and making yourself stay awake just being afraid of me waking up in the middle of the night due to nightmares again. and thank you for being there to love me, and everything that you have done for me.
to me, you going on attachment is going away for a long long time. after all, up till now that i'm almost 18, no one whom i've been to dear to left me for any reasons. ok well, not that i have people whom i've been dear to in fact. so it is rather the first time that someone in my life who have been lingering around me is going to disappear for such a long time. i know you'll say you'll still find time to meet me and will webcam with me, but it is still a total different thing from what we are right now, isn't it? so yup, pardon for my tears. and it is only now that i realise, in front of you, i'm never a superwoman; because i am, and i will always be the little girl who will always be there for you. I love you my dear! ♥
,MELODY @ 11:00 PM
Went lots of places, ok not really but it seem like a lot. After all, one whole day lea! Saw XueShen at Tamp1 though. But well, not like I'm doing something wrong isn't it? Hahahah.
J's attachment going to start three days later, in less than 72hours!!! )': But uh, he'll get to enter RWS! Bring me there someday kk!
And, I realised, despite how I tried to keep my strong front before everyone, there will still be a time where I just break down in front of everyone/anyone else, which is not what a superwoman will do. And it is only around two hours ago that I realised, how fragile I can be. Within the superwoman Melody, it is still a little girl.
And please please never talk to me about sad stuffs, I am damn sensitive right now.
dearie thank you for today - my post-exams activity. thank you for appearing in my life, because that is the best thing that have ever happened to me. thank you for always being there, trying your best to shower all your love for me after you knowing what i always went through at home. thank you for always there to solve whatever problems i met. thank you for being there at times where i couldn't sleep, trying your very best to make me sleep and making yourself stay awake just being afraid of me waking up in the middle of the night due to nightmares again. and thank you for being there to love me, and everything that you have done for me.
to me, you going on attachment is going away for a long long time. after all, up till now that i'm almost 18, no one whom i've been to dear to left me for any reasons. ok well, not that i have people whom i've been dear to in fact. so it is rather the first time that someone in my life who have been lingering around me is going to disappear for such a long time. i know you'll say you'll still find time to meet me and will webcam with me, but it is still a total different thing from what we are right now, isn't it? so yup, pardon for my tears. and it is only now that i realise, in front of you, i'm never a superwoman; because i am, and i will always be the little girl who will always be there for you. I love you my dear! ♥