Saturday, February 20, 2010
Studying out today was crap. A big unsuccess today. Left a while later after the rest left. No mood to study and shit happened. Argh whatever. I don't feel like saying. After all, its not the first time I cried anyway. No one bothers.

Feel damn sick after alighting bus, giddy and seriously felt like vomiting. The feeling was uh, disgusting. Moreover knocked my already injured knee on the chair. But well, who cares. I'm not gonna give a damn about it.

I'm not angry with you. I just hate myself for being affected so easily, for being so bothered about what you say or did, for placing you as my top priority when you didn't and never will, and for the failure of not having any expectations on you. For once, I gave up on thinking - I'm seriously too sick to think about anything.

The only thing I'm left with is to bury myself with books - mug hard and stuck my brain with notes.

Sleep for all I care, I don't give a damn anymore.



,MELODY @ 5:53 PM