Friday, March 26, 2010
Had the trial run for Trans, not that bad actually. Had a look at the apartments too. Alright, not bad too.

But one thing, I still dislike Trans. Not the subject itself, but the start of Trans is so early. Not because it eats up my holiday, but it eats up my working time which is money, and it eats up to another thing, but its something I can't say it out. And I'm seriously very very sad about it )': to the extent that I even cried. Shit. Not a good sign.

I'm seriously tired, like dead beat tired that I can fall asleep even while standing, but because of this stupid thing in me is bothering me, I can't sleep :S

I don't feel like being a good girl anymore. Cause its seriously tough.

i thought i haven't been writing little messages for you dearest. but i guess i did, looking at my previous posts. but anyway, dearie, i guess you know that your little girlf here is very sensitive and weak in terms of feelings and emotions so yup, i guess you can just don't bother about me crying and all shit. and seriously, i really miss you a lot. i really really do.



,MELODY @ 11:30 PM