Friday, March 5, 2010
if it was wrong to bring me to this world, kill me.
if you ever regret bringing me to this world, drive me out.
if you ever think i am an idiot at home, send me to somewhere that i'll never appear in your life.
i have never gotten your trust since young, and for the past almost 18 years, i have been living under a situation where you always perceive that I AM hanging around outside or having fun. how many times have i explained myself? everyone who knows me knew that i don't go out and have fun, or rather i am not even fucking interested in having fun or whatever shit, and where is the place i go to? compass point. tell me, where is the fun part?
and since whatever shit i do is wrong. seriously, find one night and just stab me and let me be dead. so i won't have to put up fucking attitude and going against me every minute, every second.
and if i were a few years older, i will, and i really mean i will, just leave this fucking place where is lacking of something it should always provide - love.

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,MELODY @ 10:55 PM