Thursday, March 4, 2010
Went for work at RWS @ RuYi yesterday. Not as chiong as past few experiences with TLG, but still, tiring. Now I realised how tough it is to work at Mac.

Slept till 1.30pm today, went out at almost 5pm to get my stuffs. Met up with J for dinner and homed again.

Seriously, I was thinking, is it time for me to stop relying on you so much? Cause I know, this is only the beginning; you will be busier day by day and finally there will be a time where you may not even have the time for me. And I can see that happening already. Thought could see you when I work morning shift so I don't mind the fact that I have to drag myself out of the bed at 5am in the morning, for the sake of you, yet it didn't turn out to be expected. Plus, being too relying on you may cause irritation as time goes by. And the first step to this, I should not even let you know that I've cried. For the sake of you, its time for me to be independent.

The accumulated amount of tears I've shed since last week is more than the amount of tears I shed a year ago...

Whatever it is, I'm gonna bury myself with work and nothing else since ... Its time for Melody to grow up, not to be a little girl anymore.

Work starts at 7am tomorrow, meaning I've to be awake by 5am. Off to sleep.

Xueshen: Have been open about it uh! Hahahah. What is the exciting thing? I've not received any mails yet :X
Nic: Not really relax luh. Gonna work like shit.

dearie thanks for giving in to me these few days for meeting me and whatever not. concentrate on your attachment kay. don't need worry and bother about me. i'll stay fine. hope to meet you again, soon. i love you ♥



,MELODY @ 10:58 PM